Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Little Sand
This is my first time writing a blog hope it would be fun and i would continue to write.
Today is suppose to be a very busy day because I've assignment to finish and going swimming with friends. But 'luckily' my period come just in time to make me moody and tired at the same time and so, i ended up sitting in front of my laptop doing nothing but surfing and had a little argument with a family member.
I know i know, not suppose to quarrel my family but there are days when you cant stand your folks or siblings doing things that would get on the nerve. Well, today's the day my mom get on my nerve.. She shut off my laptop power supply when i was playing game ON purpose so that i would move my butt and leave the room to my sister. Forget to mention we are sharing room together. Why my mom shut off my power supply? Because my little sister is going to have exam next month and I'm disturbing her studying. Anyone thinks hat is a good reason? To me it's a good reason provided my little sister really is studying. Yeah, she's not looking at her books but something else.. Bad timing for my mom to that when I'm not in a good mood. Sigh, i do stared to feel sorry but i do not think I'm wrong sitting at MY room playing when my little sister aren't digging her books.
As the title listed, i feel like a little sand that even my mom can't notice my needs and helpless with everything my life. Want to find a way out but so helpless, too many things holding me down to even to start a first step in pursuing my dreams. I'm a sand that can only flow to wherever the sea is taking me even if i don' want to be.
May be today is my first day of menstruation that's why I'm feeling depress now. Well thats all for today i will come back next time to do update.
Today is suppose to be a very busy day because I've assignment to finish and going swimming with friends. But 'luckily' my period come just in time to make me moody and tired at the same time and so, i ended up sitting in front of my laptop doing nothing but surfing and had a little argument with a family member.
I know i know, not suppose to quarrel my family but there are days when you cant stand your folks or siblings doing things that would get on the nerve. Well, today's the day my mom get on my nerve.. She shut off my laptop power supply when i was playing game ON purpose so that i would move my butt and leave the room to my sister. Forget to mention we are sharing room together. Why my mom shut off my power supply? Because my little sister is going to have exam next month and I'm disturbing her studying. Anyone thinks hat is a good reason? To me it's a good reason provided my little sister really is studying. Yeah, she's not looking at her books but something else.. Bad timing for my mom to that when I'm not in a good mood. Sigh, i do stared to feel sorry but i do not think I'm wrong sitting at MY room playing when my little sister aren't digging her books.
As the title listed, i feel like a little sand that even my mom can't notice my needs and helpless with everything my life. Want to find a way out but so helpless, too many things holding me down to even to start a first step in pursuing my dreams. I'm a sand that can only flow to wherever the sea is taking me even if i don' want to be.
May be today is my first day of menstruation that's why I'm feeling depress now. Well thats all for today i will come back next time to do update.
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